Quiet

Keep your head down. The sparks from your cigarette fly onto the black pavement, and glow before they die. You’re walking quickly, you’re cold. On days like this, any warmth is sucked behind the horizon when the sun sets.You have no agenda, you have no distractions, you’re walking because you started and never stopped. You’re just walking because you can.

Just.

He looks at you as you walk by. He takes you in. Not in a lustful way, not in a loving way, he just looks. In the few seconds under his gaze, you aren’t some girl with crazy dreams, you aren’t the girl he wants to take home, you’re just a girl. Just another girl, until you walk away.

Have You Ever

Have you ever felt so starved for someones attention and love that you don’t know what else to do? Have you ever given yourself completely to someone else? Trusted them with your secrets? Made yourself vulnerable in every sense, showing them every raw emotion? And then they took it. They stripped it away and left you there, broken, and naked, and alone. And in pain.

Pilot.

Do you ever feel so full of hostility that its eating at you from the inside out? You don’t want to talk about it, you don’t need to vent. You just need to be so angry at everyone and everything around you that you are blinded by the raw feeling. You just need to sit in it and loathe anything that is happy, not because you are selfish, but because you don’t know why you can’t be happy too.